Default ... it’s my fault

 Off I go again ... it’s my fault that I laugh out loud throwing caution at the winds... its my fault if the dustbin is not cleared... did I over sleep ? It’s my fault if the cook is late ... did I not advised her to come early... it’s my fault if there is lil / less salt in the food ... did I not supervise well ? It’s my fault if the clothes aren’t properly ironed ... did I not supervise it? 

 My fault if there is work at office ..  did I not understand the mood of the master of the soul (MOS), my fault if there is head ache / stomachache/ ... did I not learn to give healthy n nutritious food..

It’s my fault ... if blood levels goes high or low with MOS... did I not learn to agree to keep quiet .... did I not learn to be mute... did I not learn to wait for MOS to operate my channels ... 

My voice irritating..  my ideas obsolete..  my presence ..  irritating and adds to stress levels .. did I not learn to be invisible  ..  did I not learn to be housekeeper? Did I not learn to be operated with remote ... 

Master of soul is absolute ... did I not learn that ... 

my fault ... to smile, to laugh, to desire, to voice out opinion, to live, to breathe.., it’s my fault 

Default it’s my fault ....